All I want...

I think its kindof ironic that I write this on today of all days. See, today is my 5th wedding anniversary to the wife. And yet, all I can think of, all I want, is to be with Lustdemoness.

Is it unmanly that tears happened to appear on my cheek because I've upset the woman I love and I can't be with her tonight? Instead I have to pretend everything is fine. When the reality of it is, I'm ready (at least in my mind & in my heart) to get divorced.

All I want is to wrap my arms around my Lustdemoness, kiss her passionately, and tell her I'll love her until the end of time, and give her chocolate, hugs, kisses, conversation, and great sex anytime she needs them.