Let me wrap my arms around you for the rest of my life

Please know,.. that I am completely, totally, in love with you to an extent that I can't even begin to describe with words. I remain dedicated and attached and trusting to and of you in ways I never thought would be possible for my heart after that horrific childhood.

Believe it or not, the threesome scares me too. I worry that you'll like being with females too much - it has happened before. An ex-girlfriend turned lesbian.

If you want me to, I'll call off our adventure on a moment's notice. No hesitation at all. I want you to be happy and safe and comfortable with yourself, with me, and with the stability of our relationship. Nothing is more important to me than you and our relationship. I want our relationship to grow, as it has over the past two years - already beautiful and wonderfully loving.

And whether we have a playmate once or multiple times in the future, I want you to be assured. I want you to know without the shadow of a doubt,.. YOU are the ONE for me. I want you, desire you, love you, dream of you, with my every thought and feeling of every day.

There is NO chance at all that any relationship we start will overshadow what we have, at least not in my mind, my heart, my body. It just isn't possible. I love you too much for that to happen.

I've been constantly amazed every minute of every day for the past two years that our love and closeness keeps growing the way it does. And I never want that to stop. I want to bathe in the glowing radiance of your love for the rest of my life. I honestly wish we both were out of our situations. I wouldn't wait a nanosecond after the divorces were final to ask you to be my wife. After all, you're already my soulmate and my one true love.