Trick or Treating in the Dark Spooky thing called Life

TRICK: I want you to know I'm afraid sometimes, of the dark scary things in life.. or at least the dark things in my heart and brain. Afraid that I do the wrong things. Afraid that I hurt you with my words or actions. Afraid that you'll stop loving me. Afraid that things won't work out ultimately. But the thing is,.. the trick to it one might say, is,.. I'm only afraid in fleeting moments.

TREAT: I want you to know that those fleeting moments of fear are quelled by the overwhelming emotions and feelings I have for you. All I need to do when those dark spooky things in life scare me, is to think of you. You are my light. Your love saves me. And knowing how deep, strong, and passionate our love is for each other let's me know that everything will be alright. that together, we will see the dawn. Baby,.. you have given me the best treat anyone in the world could ever dream of.......... love. Pure, raw, unrelenting, powerful, like-I've-never-felt-before LOVE. Thank you.

Musical Monday

I know I don't usually post a Musical Monday, and I also don't usually listen to country music either. But I caught this song on the radio this morning and I listened to the lyrics. I must say, its exactly how I feel. I just wish she was mine on a permanent (round-the-clock) basis so at night I could curl up next to her and feel her ... breathe.... as we drifted off to sleep. She is beautiful,.. and she's my one.

A night of pleasure

Holy passage of time, Batman! A few days ago Lustdemoness and I had the rare opportunity to spend the night in a hotel together. Let me say that the night was..... A-Fuckin-Mazing!!! The whole night we expressed our love for each other through kisses, cuddling, touching, necking, fucking, making love, and sweet whispers. I wouldn't trade that night for anything in the world. It was the second best night of my life. The first was two years ago when we spent the night together and we fell in love. The terrific thing about this night though is the amount of incredible, mind-blowing, soul-entwining, earth shattering, rock-our-socks-off, sex we had!

We both arrived at 7:30 p.m. and she had to leave at 7:30ish a.m. the next day. We took a short trip out for some food. We had some drinks. We had a few breaks in between sessions. Even with conservative math, we calculated that we were having sex for approximately eight or nine hours out of the twelve!!! EIGHT or NINE HOURS !!! Oh. My. God. We're sore. LOL - How is that even possible, you ask? She turns me on sooo much! I know its because our love, our passion, our lust for each other is strong,.. incredibly strong. We were made for each other.

The night was true bliss. Thank you Lustdemoness, for one of the best nights of my entire life, and definitely the best sex of my life.

All I want...

I think its kindof ironic that I write this on today of all days. See, today is my 5th wedding anniversary to the wife. And yet, all I can think of, all I want, is to be with Lustdemoness.

Is it unmanly that tears happened to appear on my cheek because I've upset the woman I love and I can't be with her tonight? Instead I have to pretend everything is fine. When the reality of it is, I'm ready (at least in my mind & in my heart) to get divorced.

All I want is to wrap my arms around my Lustdemoness, kiss her passionately, and tell her I'll love her until the end of time, and give her chocolate, hugs, kisses, conversation, and great sex anytime she needs them.