Proof!

Some of you were curious about the contract I mentioned. Here's a scan of it below. :)

My Lust-Demoness

Yep, I've met my Lust-Demoness. For some time now I know you could tell by my posts that I've been involved with a pretty special lady. Ever since my "first" who happened to be a nymphomaniac and "broke me in right," it has been hard to find a woman that could keep up with me. One thing some of you know and some of you don't know is that technically, I'm married. Yes, it was a marriage of convenience. Yes, initially there was love and sex. But years and years later now, love has been replaced with mutual tolerance and respect, and sex has been replaced with,.. well,... nothing. Thankfully my "wife" has a very open mind and understands my needs. She even signed a legal waiver allowing me to seek a mistress (something she's been telling me to get for years now). My wife has a few medical problems that prohibit vigorous activities, and she's also just lost her drive over the years.

About two years ago I started thinking about finding a mistress (she's been telling me to get one for three or four years now). And just over a year ago I found one that understands my situation. This is especially true since she herself is in a similar situation. This awesome lady is very special to me. From the minute we met I knew there was a connection. We started with a very flirtatious courtship until one day, months later I asked her when we were just going to break down and fuck each other's brains out. I know,.. I'm such a romantic, right? ;)

We have terrific conversations. We have fantastic comfortable silences. And we have the most amazing, mind-blowing sex one could ever imagine. Now over a year later, I love her as she loves me, completely. We still can't be together since there are certain circumstances that prevent it, but we've talked about this and are both very comfortable with the way things currently work. Perhaps one day we will be able to hold each other as we peer out the window upon the sunset's reflection in the rippling water.

Yesterday she and I met for one of our steamy interludes. We were both incredibly horny, and I warned her before we met that I was feeling quite frisky. She warned me she was willing to take in every inch of that friskiness. Rawr! (We match so well its as if we're made for each other!) After some passionate kissing we wound up in the bedroom. I ripped her jeans (and sexy little red panties too) off without unbuckling or unzipping them, in one strong pull. Before you know it we were going at each other like we hadn't seen each other in months.

We fucked so hard and so long and so vigorously, that we're both completely sore today. Someone at her work even asked her if she was alright or if she'd hurt something, judging by the way she was walking. As sore as we both are, we agree, it was WELL worth it. Yes, I've met my demoness, my Lust-Demoness.

What's next for the LD and the LDemoness? She thinks it'd be pretty hot to find another woman to join the fun. Mmmmm.... she's SO good to me! The soreness should be gone by tomorrow. Any volunteers? :)

A very animated, "Huh?"

I don't get it. What is this fascination with Manga people have? The monstrous appendages, the colorful hair, the pointy ears, the wild eyes,.... I just don't understand what it is that makes people like this stuff. Sure, I can understand the porn aspect, but why not look at some REAL people having REAL sex instead of an animated / cartoon version of it?

There's a TON out there too! And yes, I understand some of the history, about how in Japan certain things weren't allowed in print and how they came up with ways to get around those rules,.. but that was out of necessity they created those things, like showing tentacle insertion because they couldn't show penile insertion. But now that necessity is over. Is it that those things generated a sortof 'cult' following and that's why people like them? Or do people really get off on this type of art instead of looking at real humans?

That makes me think about this study I read on child pornography. In the study, people were tested for sexual responsiveness. They have this machine they hook-up to the penis that detects movement, growth, fluctuations, etc. Yes, this is real. I'm not bullshitting you. Now here's the thing. They showed everyone, both 'normal' folks and known child molesters / sex offenders videos of child pornography. EVERYONE was aroused by it. Then they showed everyone 'regular' pornography. The DIFFERENCE was, the child molesters / sex offenders were NOT aroused by 'regular' pornography.

We know there's often a sexual abuse story behind why some people are child sex offenders. So it makes me pose the question: Are there people that only get aroused by looking at animated sexual content? And how does that happen? Did mommy and daddy let you watch too many cartoons as a kid? Or did they have sex in front of the tv as cartoons were playing and you walked in on them or something?