Thought for Food

Enter,
Exit,
Come,
Go,...
Feel my pulsating brain.

Thoughts implode
Fires ignite
feel my consciousness
only tonight

Do I have a conscience?
Who is this devil inside?
Did INXS have it right?
Will the angel REALLY
die tonight?

I know they plot in the day
and fight in my sleep.
Sometimes they make me grimace
and sometimes I weep.

Tossing ideas
around in my head,
they make me invite
strange women to bed.

Fuck them and
lick them and
play with their brains.
Cum in the sun
and also the rain.

Back and forth
they wager and bait
my thoughts and my words
so lust can only sate.

Why do they do this
to little ole me?
This demon and angel
of democracy?

Why democratic?
Do they consult?
Or am I a third party
in the occult?

Only they must know
for I certainly, do not.
All I know is,
my brain is a pot.

They cook up their recipes
of passion and love,
of lust and of want,
to simmer inside me,
for which to haunt,...
...... my brain,
my actions,
my words,
my deeds,...

They enter and exit.
They come and go.
Feel my pulsating brain.

They drive me to madness,
but am I really,...
.................. insane?

Or am I as much of them
as they are of me?

Does it matter?
and do I care?

Not today....
Today,.... I play.
Come demon,
Come angel,
let's have some fun.

You ARE...

You ARE my perfect match.
Inside, so warm, so moist...

I heat you up with my friction,
and my love,
my lust,
and my passion.

You ARE my perfect mate,
the perfect mouth,
the perfect pussy,
you ARE my little cunt,
and you know it.
You love it.

You ARE so good to me,
sucking me,
riding me,
begging me to pound you relentlessly,
whenever I like.

I love the way you whimper and cry when I fuck you hard.
I love the way you moan and whine when I fuck you slow.
I love the way you groan and grunt when I suddenly slam into you.
I love the way you shiver uncontrollably when I make you cum.
I love the way you cum in gushes of juices when you climax with me.
You ARE my sex toy.
And I am yours.

Hot and Cold

A passionate tryst
A sweet embrace
A stolen meeting
A moment together
beautiful,
...... not wasted.

Sometimes our meetings are like this. Elegant, needed, comforting.



Other times,.. however,... our meetings are hot. Smoldering.
Filled with heated desires and lascivious acts.
We set each other aflame.
We burn ourselves with our lust.
And into that light we go,
on fire
yet satisfaction is there,
so we burn,
............................. willingly.

On occasion though, amidst our heated interludes, an emergency arises which causes her to depart. This is not a great thing, nor is it a terrible thing. It just is. It is the nature of a condition to our interactions due to our circumstances.


A few days ago this happened. See the fire above?
We were hot.
We were enthralled in our passion.
We were aflame,...
..................... when the call came.

She had to go. An emergency to attend to.
I was alone.
So cold.
Frosted.
my burning flame,
.................. frozen solid.

I'm glad she returned,........... to finish what we started.

So incredible...

She is so amazingly hot. Sure, I love the fact she has a brain. Brains turn me on. Sure, I love the fact she has a sense of humor and is a flirt - at least more with me than with other guys I see her around. ;) I know,... she flirts, I flirt. I know she'll flirt with other guys too, but I sense she flirts with me more than the others, and for that I'm thankful. I'm not really the jealous type, although I do have to say I've become somewhat attached and really enjoy her affections toward me.

But what I mean by her being hot today,... has not much to do with her intellect nor her flirtatious attitude. Today it had to do with her smile, her hair, her face, her eyes that light up when she looks at me like I'm crazy, her incredible body, and the way she was dressed. Oh. My. God. The way she was dressed SO turned me on today. She wore an aquablue shirt and black pants. That aquablue shirt somehow made her light up, as if the sun was shining just for her. She's so incredibly attractive. How did I get so lucky that she'd be entertained with me? Hmm... sometimes I wonder. Other times I don't care how, I'm just glad we have what we have.

She teased me today when I told her how incredible she looks. I wanted to see what color bra she had on. Since she matches her underclothes usually to the rest of her outfit I was curious if she actually possessed an aquablue bra. She didn't want to show me. She said it was plain. Of course I begged. She finally gave me a peek. Cream white bra,... against her beautiful skin,... against that amazingly sexy cleavage,.... I almost melted then and there. That cream white bra couldn't have looked any better on any model in the world than it did on her today. She was radiant. She is my sun. She certainly brightened my day.

I hope she comes back tomorrow and casts those warm rays on me again. She shines. She is... the light.

Responsibility

Camera on the fritz....
that little bitz!

Working like mad....
so so sad.....
.................... no time to blog.

At least this morning,....
I slept like a log.

Power went out,...
I won't pout....
........................... about it.

Although when I woke,...
I did shout very loud "I've had it!"
.................... with this alarm clock.

So much to do,...
My desk is a zoo.
But I won't bother you,.....
................... with all the details.

Off I go to work,....
a responsibility I can't shirk.
I feel like a clerk,......
................. for hundreds of customers.
(inside joke regarding a recent speech)

So here I go,...
must hustle and flow,....
to reap the trouble I sew,....
...................... and catch up on my work.

This weekend?
Indisposed.
No time for the eyes
to be closed.
I must prepare for the flock.
For I, .......
..................... am the shepherd.

Rambling

Heat on highways
Nightfall Snakes
Lamp posts in Paris
Double takes

Big tittied women
Cardboard homes
Gigantic Iguana
All alone

Lightning reflexes
Karate Kid
Punk rock bitch
a guy named Sid

Hot cum in her mouth
A gun to his head
Thrashing and slashing
a blue waterbed

Beautiful skies
passion and love
amazing sex
white turtledove

Symbol of peace
my mom in a dress
Easter Sunday hats
innocence bless

Naive and determined
alone in a crowd
wisdom and experience
thinking aloud

What the hell do these things have in common? They all popped into my head. Why did I write them? Because they popped into my head. Don't like it? Fuck off. It's my blog. I'll write what I want to. Wow, I'm in a cocky mood today. I kinda like it too.

HALF nekkid? Well,... Umm....

Okay, so I let you down this week with no HNT. Sorry! I was sortof planning on taking an HNT shot yesterday during the day, as I didn't have a backup in my archives to use,... but.... I spent a great amount of yesterday FULLY Nekkid, not HALF Nekkid. Add to that the fact that I wasn't thinking very clearly due to the amazing time I had being fully nekkid (and all the blood being in a different part of my body), and well,... I just forgot about taking a pic. My sincerest apologies. I'll make it up to you next week, okay? ;)

So, I have to tell you about yesterday,...
Yesterday was incredible. She told me what she wanted. She told me what she needed. She told me to prepare for her, so I did. The lights were dimmed, the candles lit, the music playing, and there I stood in the middle of the room. When she entered I met her halfway. Grabbing her hair at the back of her neck I kissed her deeply then pulled on her hair, tilting her head back to allow me access to that wonderful neck. I absolutely love sucking, biting, nibbling, and kissing necks, and hers is fabulous for doing so. Mmmm.

Mmmmmmm,..... oh .. huh? Umm,... where was I? Oh yes,...

I deftly undressed her as I kissed her passionately. I knew she needed those passionate kisses and I was more than willing to give them to her, because I needed and wanted them too. I turned her around and kissed her shoulders and upper back as I withdrew the blindfold from my pocket. I gently draped it across her eyes and tied it in back. I continued kissing her body as I slowly undressed myself. I pushed her to her knees and continued kissing her in various places, pinching her in surprising spots, and licking and nibbling her here and there to surprise her and keep her guessing where I might next attack. Touching her all over with my gentle yet strong hands, I could tell I was turning her on. She was moaning in between the random bites and nibbles, where she'd gasp or let out an enticed "ooh!"

I was standing in front of her when I slapped the side of her face with my half-stiff manhood. Her mouth opened, wanting me, wanting to taste me. I wouldn't let her have it,.. yet. I had more touching, biting, and kissing to do. I slapped the other side of her face now, again she opened her mouth and I could see her tongue come to the edge of her lips, wanting, waiting, for me to enter. I grabbed the back of her head by pulling a full fist of hair and wrenching it to the base of her scalp. I know it didn't hurt a lot, but offered a slight bit of pain to her. As a result I could easily control the direction of her head. I made her head tilt so that all she could do was lick one side of my shaft. With the other hand I would pinch her nipple hard and touch her shoulder softly. She wanted more. I tilted her the other way and let her lick up and down the other side of my hardening shaft. After more teasing her I finally let her have me inside her mouth. She worked me well, and I still controlled her. She was blinded and helpless, just as she wanted. She had my cock in her warm mouth, just as she wanted. And she got another wish to come true too,... she made me fully hard, feeling me grow inside her. But as she knew, I never cum from oral stimulation. She loves to give it and says she could suck me all day long. I gave her a good ten minutes before I pulled her to her feet.

I positioned her then shoved her backwards, landing her on the bed. I could tell at that second when I shoved her, she was frightened of where she'd fall. I knew she'd be safe. She had to trust me. I did as she had asked. I kissed her all over, running my hands and my lips and tongue all over her body, her blind to the interaction, only able to feel where I was by what I was doing to her. I paused here and there to pleasure her with my kisses and licks. I noticed that she really gasped when I softly bit and licked and sucked on the area just above her ankles. I spent a little extra time there, making her moan. When I made my way back up to her neck and face, I could feel my head touching her lips, and I could feel the moisture dripping from her. I know she wanted me badly, and she whispered such in my ear as I was nibbling on hers. But I wasn't done with my directions yet.

I flipped her over, not giving her my throbbing member that she wanted so badly just yet. I now worked on her backside, with my hands carressing, lips sucking, tongue exploring, and teeth nibbling, from her neck all the way down to her feet and back up again, pausing along the way again wherever she moaned the most. When I got back up to her neck, I straddled her, spreading her legs apart and forcing my head into her waiting and now sopping wet pussy. She let out a guttural sound of pleasure and it made me feel good that I'd brought her to such heights before even entering her, but now I was really going to give her what she needed.

I pulled her up to her knees and to the edge of the bed, as I stood on the floor behind her. Positioning my head at her dripping entrance, I teased her a bit, pushing slightly forward then pulling back, making her beg me for it. "Fuck me! Fuck me now!" she exclaimed in a desparate voice. I could tell I'd done my job of sufficiently teasing her and by her already flowing juices it was apparent she was ready for what I was about to give her. I grabbed her hips and pulled them hard and fast, shoving my full length into her all at once and held it there. She shuddered and let out a moan I was sure would alert the hotel manager at the end of the hall. I smiled, as I knew I was just getting started. After pumping her hard and deep for a while, and after alternating angles making her shiver and scream, I leaned up and kissed her shoulders and neck, and removed the blindfold. This was just the beginning of "her" day.

The day had to be one of the best I'd ever had. A later session of her riding me and cumming in never-ending cycles felt so incredibly fucking amazing I was overwhelmed and loving it. I love being able to make her gush. And her juices feel damn good running down my shaft and between my legs. When she rides me I can tell my eyes go up into my head. And since I never cum while on bottom, she definitely had a good time. For her, I'm fairly certain she had a great day too. At one point during some incredible sex, I saw her crying amidst the convulsions and shivers. I could tell they weren't tears of pain, but the kind when you're overwhelmed with a great experience.

Helf-Nekkid? not this week. I was Fully-Nekkid and loving every minute of it.